The Bliss of Being A Searching for Joy & Happiness

The joyful bliss of just being
Nothing needing to be done
Even if there is focus not on it
Just accept and enjoy the process
Put your being into your doing
For therein is joy and progress
Refuse to complain and obsess
For nobody really cares to listen
Shut thy mouth and thy spirit hasten
To come forth and show itself
That is if you can quiet your mind
That restless and boisterous scoundrel
Incessantly tormenting you with thought
Thinking it owns you and drives you to rot
Consider this thought provoking question
Do you sink below thought, or rise above it?
Herein is your problem or joyous salvation
Get stuck heavily in thought and forget being
Or rise above thought and enjoy be and being
Of course in your quest for self-actualizing
That is become, your search for significance
You thwart your own essence and greatness
By fixating mentally rather than enjoying presently
I know its an epidemic in this egocentric society
Far be it from me to tell you how to get free
Besides your contentment is in conformity
Considering thy identity is in what other people
People great, not so great, and small think of thee
Both beloved friends and not so celebrated family
Certainly not all of them are cherished equally
Neither than are you, though you be easily
Intimidated and manipulated in what you do
Quick to squirm, conform, and transform
Thy thoughts, beliefs, and whatever ways
Seem to get in the way of being accepted
In so doing your essence you have rejected
For your difference is ultimately your delight
On the contrary you have made it a plight
Put up an endless inner struggle and fight
Nay my friend, accept thyself, and be alright
Enter into the joy and peace of be and being
This eternal bliss within few are experiencing
Nevertheless if you will go within it will begin.

Where does Love go when it Dies

If the heart is the place where love comes from,
Then where does love go when it dies?
Back to the heart where it came from,
Or turn into tears in the eyes?
Bet even one knew the answer,
What would one possibly gain?
Would the knowledge of where love has gone to
Ease the heartache and pain?

Love, love, why is tis a feeling?
Why is it born if only to die?
And when it leaves you.
Watch it subside
To let the heart go and leave tears in your eyes.

Why is it one cannot realize
What a blessing a true love can be?
Must one lose one to know it is priceless?
must one be blind before one can see?

Where does love go when it dies?
This question will always remain,
And we can never know the answer
Until we fine love once again

A Mind journey

As I Sit Here Wondering

What My Fate Will Be, I Think About My Pockets, Why Are They So Empty? I Worked So Hard And Have No Money.The Future I Dreamed Of I will Not See. Now I Am Lost Wondering What To Do Next. All I Can Do Is Write This Text. Words Cant Describe All That I Feel, People This Is Life And Its Real. Should I Go Out To Rob And Steal, So I Can Buy My next Meal?

"REGRET"

I looked for you
but you weren't there,
I sought for your love
but you didn't care
I have experienced the pain from loving you so much

And yet I cannot stay away from you,
Because I know deep inside me, you'll come back.
I longed and waited for that day to come...
and Its like waiting forever.
Days, month come but there was nothing of you
It hurts a lot to think that my only love
whom I spent my life with,
would soon be gone
Like the dust driven by the wind...forever.

Now I was left with just memories, chattered
dreams and a broken heart.. alone...
come...talk to me,
I would rather hear you say goodbye than
answer me with silence.

Do you still care?
Am i free to go? To start a new?
Tell me, for I have suffered too much,
Let me go:
Let me forget you for I hate being confused!

I have forgiven you, time and again
But still you weren't there
I sought for your love again
But still you didn't ever care...

What have I done?
I only did what you should deserve!
But i think you don't deserved to be
loved at all!
Your nothing, nothing at all.....

SECOND TIME AROUND

Sleepless night, destroyed appetite
Emptiness, sorrow and fear covered me
Frustration, tears and pain in what I feel
When first love knocked and broke my heart.

From then I go away and hated man
I pay no attention to guys that pass me by
I pay no heed to those who courts me
Because I'm afraid that I might be hurt again.

But when you come and got to know me,
My empty world become a colorful one
It seems that I see a rainbow appearing
My tears were wiped and then I smiled.

The sun shines in me once again
My fear disappeared as you strengthen my
My loneliness seems no more as you cherish me
And now I know, it is sweeter the second time around.

You Mean So Much To Me

When victory come to my life
You're always here by my side
You're always willing to listen to my voice
With you, everything's fine.

In times of loneliness,
When Friends can no longer be found
And tears kept falling from my eyes,
I thought you've left me
But you're still around .

With you all my heart, I think of you
And once again, hear my plea-
"Please don't ever leave me-
Because God, you mean so much to me!"

MAKING EVERYBODY HAPPY - YOUR EVERYDAY RESPONSIBILITY

Is anybody happier
Because you passed his way?
Does anyone remember
That you spoke to him today?

The day is almost over
And its toiling time is through;
Is there anyone to utter now
A friendly word for you?

Can you tonight is passing
With the day that slipped so fast,
That you helped a single person
Of the many that you passed?

Is a single heart rejoicing
Over what you did and fading
Now with courage look ahead?
Did you waste the day, or lost it?

Was it well or poorly spent?
Did you leave a trail of kindness
Or oscar of discontent....

How Could I

How could I forget the moment we've met?
The day when our hearts bound together by love
Those promise we've both made
That you and I are meant to be forever
How could I forget the man
Who have been a part of my life
Who won my heart for the very first time
Whom I've learned to love
How could I forget the way it used to be
Those happy memories we've had
The way we've shown . . .how much
You loved the way I was
How could I forget the way
You brought but the best to me
You've taught me how to be strong
To face the world with confidence
Can I still forget the times we've shared?
How . . .?Please tell me
Teach me how to forget like the way
You taught me how to love . . .

PRIDE

I always pretend that I'm strong
That I have no fear Of losing you
And don't care if you go
I won't beg you to stay
And I won't shed a tear
Just because of you.

I know that you don't love me
anymore
I can see it by the way you act
So let loose,I let you go
Go on and don't bother me anymore
Don't be sorry,I'm strong
I can live without you by my side.

Maybe you think that I'm a fool
That I don't have a heart
That for a those times
I didn't love you, and I cheated you
But that's not true ,you're everything
to me
And I really love you so much.
It's just my pride that speaks
Of course, I was really hurt when you
left me
I keep on denying that I cry
everynight
I can't lie to my self, I'm a woman
Who needs to cry
Cry until the pain is gone.

Pen is Mightier than Sword

Hold you sword and I'll use my pen
We will fight, let us begin
And well see if we reach the end
Who is who,who will win.

Maybe you can kill me and
out me to death
Or wounded my body, from
head to foot
Because of your sword you'll
make me sick
And you will say that I am weak.

But if you read what I've written
Little by little you will find
That you're the loser and not me
'Cause I'll win in the other way

It's no use for wounding my body
To put you in the paradise of victory
'Cause I will prove in every word
"That Pen is mightier than Sword."

Emotions of Time

Yesterday...
You woke up my heart
You colored my life
You made me happy
For each passing day.

Today...
You break my heart
And I cry every night
I pretend I'm really burst

Tomorrow...
You'll be memory
Of a bitter destiny,
And a fate is waiting for me
As bright as a sunny day...

Pryer for Love

If I found a love
With the girl I dream about
I will do all that I can
Just to own her love and mind.

AS life is going on
I keep on searching my own
To render the love and care
That my heart force me to share.

Every night I pray
That someday upon my way
I will meet certain lady
That is really meant for me.

If ever someday
That my wish reply on me
No other that I thank thee
For I know God really love me.